So, I know I have been gone for a while now, and I apologize about that, had a lot going on this past month. Okay, so let me start from the beginning.
First off, I have recently have become engaged, and even though we are separated by an ocean, he and I have connected strongly on a spiritual level, more so then I have with anyone else before, and well, I am happy. Its the kind of happy where you don't have to try for it, we just are, even when things have happened that would make us upset, we still always without fail bring each other back to a smile.
Now, a weird event happened some months ago, and when I mean weird, I mean WEIRD, like, to the point where I have never experienced anything like this before. But before I go into that, let me first explain a few things about myself, since Senior Year in High School I used to follow Nyx (Primordial Greek Goddess of Night), but after a while that didn't feel right, I knew I was to follow under a Night deity, but it wasn't Nyx (didn't really match up, my interests lay in Celtic/Scandinavian mythology and practices). One day, about a week before the weird experience, I felt like I needed to see if there was a Norse Goddess of Night (I had looked to see if there was a Celtic one, but none felt right), and that was when I found Nott. As soon as I read the name a shiver went up my spine, it felt right, she felt right.
A week later, my fiance and I were doing a joint meditation (yes, its possible to do over the internet, distance has never been an issue for me with those things), I felt a bond was formed between he and I during and after we were finished. Not long afterwards, we were just talking when this happened -
That mark did not appear on my video feed, but it did on his, he immediately took a screen shot and sent it to me, so no time for him to edit, and, if you look, it appears on both video frames of me.
I was baffled to see this, nothing like this had ever happened to me before, I am used to hearing it happen to other people, the image looked pixelated so I couldn't completely tell what it was, but I had felt like I knew what it was. Weeks passed and I had just stopped trying to figure it out, then after three weeks I was in video conversation with my boyfriend and we were discussing Norse Mythology. Then that got me thinking to look there, I first tried to look up Fenrir symbols because he was one I was always drawn to since I first grew up with the myths, while looking through the images (none were what was on my shoulder) I came across a Yggdrasil image. And like a red wood plank smacking you full force in the face, I realized it was the Yggdrasil.
Then I realized, Nott was my Goddess, apparently, she was not only claiming me as hers, but branded me it seems lol. I felt compelled to honor her and Fenrir (personal reasons for Fenrir) and am now in the works of a tattoo design that I will be having done on the same arm the image appeared.
(Still working on my tattoo design)
Now because of these new events and experiences, I am doing what I can to learn more about the Celtic and mostly about the Scandinavian religions, I feel that this is where I am being shown that my path lies (I have learned to trust such things in the past because every time I listened, I was safe and happy, every time I ignored any callings, I ended up unhappy and something going wrong).
Along with all of this I am trying my hand at singing again, trying to get back into my art, trying to get my Metaphysical Store going, AND the most important, taking care of my son. So I have really served myself a full plate.
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